Lovepops and Bumblebees

Oh yes yes yes yesssssssssaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa my blog is back.

Sorry to those of you who visited but an error is shown. I know annoying right. But now, can view alr laaaaa.

Thanks Wordpress, although you guys are in the US.

And thanks MY BELOVED BUT IRRITATING ABANG who contacted Wordpress for me!

BUT!!!!

Some of my posts are gone!!!!!! WTH! Lke 3 or 4 posts were gone. And thepost before this was the emo post. Out of all posts, it showed THAT post. Argh where are my other posts! NEVERMIND. Syukur Alhamdullilah my blog is working again, at least that’s better. And uhhh, i changed my personal picture. Why is it still the old one. :/ Im stuck at…. oh god. 5 posts are lost. Aiyayayayyy. Oh well, nak teleport? k no. OMG LAMEEEEEE. Mayb im just excited that this blog is finally working. (:

ANW, ketinggalan zaman. I decided to go for a change for my hair this holiday. Thank you Uncle Ben and his assitant. I love your shop. (:

Okay, Byebye!

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I just want to make a point here, sorry if anyone terase or whatsoever. As days go by, i can’t help but think how people these days are so sarcastic and rude and ignorant. Im always not in the zone to talk loudly and laugh and make myself look like a nuisance in public. But im seriously disgusted by their attitudes that they show infront of people. Probably they think people wont think anything about it. But actually they do. Idk, but people like me will. One word. MEREPEK. Different face, same attitude? That’s what i feel. Muke lain, tapi perangai satu2 same ah. I know i am nobody to judge but the comments i face everyday made me look at these people like idiots. I know im not that attractive, not that appealing to any of you. “cakap name Farah uh. Confirm tkd orang nak.” I know i have a long&flat face, a skinny body with skinny hands and legs, unperfect hair, no body shape. SO FUCKING WHAT LAH. I get the point. I see myself in the mirror all the time, everyday. Why would i need worthless people like YOU GUYS to tell me who i am when i freaking know it myself? I knowaaa among my grp of friends, im the most ugly one. C’mon man i get it lah. I accept myself for who i am eventhough i face these comments everyday. I stayed strong okay. To those of you who have eveyrthing that i dont, please lah eh. Appreciate and use it wisely. God gave you those things, please use it betul2 ah. Jangan nak main2kan perasaan of the opposite gender, jangan make urself look like a disgrace. You have it when you have it. Pakai otak la. Jangan buat perangai. Kalau tkleh accept, sorry. Tapi ni blog aku, aku bleh ckp ape aku nak. You can choose to exit this blog by clicking the red cross button on the top right hand corner anytime, but if you come to me and carik gadoh, it was YOU WHO STAYED ON THIS BLOG. You have a choice. Im not expecting people to tag on my blog saying to stop thinking this way cuz everyone is who they are, i need to stay true to myself. I am. It’s these people who dont. I wont be hyped of the comments and tags of motivation i recieve, infact i dont really mind if they’re there or not. Im not desperate for ATTENTION. -.- And to people who said im always emo-ing on my blog, no comment. I dont cut. Its stupid. And lame. I dont care if people/friends/bestfriends/peers laugh or stare at me after this post. whatev i dont care. Laugh lah at me.

You laugh at me because im different,
But i laugh at YOU cuz you’re ALL THE SAME.

get that? yes. thank you. byebye.

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Family decided to go to dinner at Swensens Aiport yesterday night. And hell, the queue was super long. We had to line up for about 20 minutes ( well not that long lah actually ) and talked to Mama about green plants. -.- Kakak wasn’t with us. I wish she was! Grrrr~ Ill come to thay laterz.

We ordered food shortly and i saw a Dean-from-Supernatural-look-alike! OMG the manager looks exactly like him. K, who watches Supernatural? On TV? Aba bought seasons 1-3 from KL and i got addicted to it. T, that is why im always supernatural marathon-ing. Dean is hotttt. Yummmm. OMGOMGOMG. But that manager is old. :/ old seh. Early 30s maybe? LOL. But i know Dean’s cuter. Okay stop it. AHHHH DEAAAAAAN! Kakak, how dare you say Sam is cute but ugly. But yeah, he’s not as hottttt as Dean. Nvm, still hot.

Kakak went to Sentosa yesterday with Emir and she told me a situation that happened while she was buying ice cream. This Minah and 2 Mats were also queing up. Kakak and Emir were beside them. “Omg. They tried to speak english. Yea english, but capalak sia. Telo melayu terus. Beh nak step SLANG SLANG. Ngan muke2 skali.” - Kakak.

Minah: Hey, wait. Im gonna get CASH. * says with over face expressions*
Mat 1: Ah? okok. Eh, kau nak apeeeer ahhh?
Mat 2: Eh tak tau ah. Eh dah dah.
IceCream person: Yes Sir, what would you like? Cone or Cup? ( with real american slang )
Mat1: uhhh… waffeeeeel.
Icecream p: Um sorry sir?
Mat 1: uhhh.. waffellllll2. You have make? Have do? (melayu pekat sia)
Icecream p: Oh sorry but waffles are not available. Anything else?
Mat 2 : uhm.. *whispers to other mat* Eh nak ape nk ape sial?

“Haiya funny. I was there trying hard to NOT laugh. Did they learn english in school?  Si minah tu. ee menyampah. Pakai baju black, skinnys black, rambot black giler, eyeliner black, da la kulit hitam. Tak panas pe gi sentosa? Aku ni dah lah pakai sundress and shades. Takbleh angkat ah.” - kakak.

HAHA HAHAHA. I would laugh if i were there. “Im gonna get cash!” k stoppit. No disrespect, but kalau nak ckp english and nak show off in public, English tu betulkan sikit. Aku sendiri lemas tengok diorang pakai skinnys in a HOT DAY AT THE BEACH. Black sumore. Black traps heat tau. Korang tak panas ke? Aku sendiri lemas seh if you think about it. Hehehe.

Tomorrow’s school. I hope the human sexuality workshop will start tomorrow. Not that i am really looking foward to it, but i would rather have this workshop than sit in class and do nothing. :/ “Eh! the sex workshop tu start bler? Theory or PRACTICAL?” - M.

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I need a reason why i can’t stop eating ferreros, since mama bought a box with 36 of it. I started eating it yesterday night and so far, ive eaten up to 13 roches. Omg i need to stop. But i cant! Muahaha. Oh i drank as much plain water as i can just now as i know too much chocolate is not good for you. I find the best part of this roche ball is the chocolate thing. You know, first coating is the nuts thing. When you bit that off, its this biscuit wafer thing. Bite that off too, theres this layer of chocolate, ahhh i lovelovelove that part. Then the big huge nut which kinda spoils the chocolate in your mouth, but nevermind. It’s addictive anyway. Oh no. I can hear them calling me in the fridge. :/ My blogsong made my day, and the guy is cute. Heee. (:

People who dropped by this blog, feel free to also visit my friendster. The link is… on the left. No, right. Um either way. NO! Right right. Suddenly i thought of Dragon Tales. “I wish I wish with all my heart….” I love that show. Now no more. boohooo. And Bear and the Big Blue House. AAAAHH i miss Playhouse Disney. Aba, subscribe. Hahaha. No just kidding.

kakak’s Im Lovin’ It tee is superduper big. Can see ismet. Ish ish. But comfy. I like baggy shirts. (:

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Really man. Nothing to do, camwhore. OMGOMGOMG. One shot was so funny. We decided to do like a very gilernakmampos shot. Rambot mcm org giler, tangan naik ke sini ke sane. ( eh rhyme ah ). Then i go tonggeng. Then Wawa baring at my butt sia. Then i said ” EH WTH! MCM NAK MAIN SEH! EH TUKA2!” by tht time timer alr 3 seconds. HAHAHA funny. That’s what girls do. And Abang, dont go ” eh amik gbr jer.”

The heart is there for a reason. Tutup la seh kau.

p.s: im sorry i dont feel the same way. I do have one for another. I dont know but, this is just the way it goes. There are so much more other girls out there. I dont think im the only one. This is just another “It’s not fated. It’s life” Im sorry, ‘youbothknowwhoyouare’. )):

Pumpkin, idk, but it just grew stronger.

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Im in school, and it’s hot, and its Thursday. Tomorrow’s Friday! Wohoo! Currently a free period a this teacher ( i forgot her name ) brought us to the computer lab to surf the net. I tried going on Online Msn Messenger but the school blocked it. Bodoh lah skola nih. Msn pon tak boleh. Hmph. 5 more minutes till school ends for the day.

Alot of stuff happened in school today actually, good, bad and confused. The confused part, well, better not talk about it. Haiya. The Good is, AHHHHH! I SAW HIM! no. talked lagi ader la. The bad, is super BAD AND SWAY. GRRRRRRRR~ Oh, the bell has rung. Gtg. byebye. ( omgomgomgomg! <333 )

His smile, i melt. OHH PUMPKIN!

p.s: Ida, its not HIM. Although he’s close to me, VERY CLOSE, he’s NOT the PUMPKIN. OKAYYYYYY. hahaha.

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Two days ago, we had a Raya Outing, just like last year. But this year, it was much more fun as we were one united class. I got up at 9 and met them at Pioneer Mall Mc at 1 pm.

Arrival

Then, we headed to Ida’s House!

Ida’s House

Soon after that, we headed to Mahathir’s House.

Mahathir’s

Az and Kok Cong

Me and Mel

Ain’s

Az’s

Az’s baby sister.

Farhan pon busybody!

My House

Sadly my house got no group photo as we’re too exhausted. Finished the day at 11 pm.

House without pictures:
- Muflihuun’s
-Hazim’s
-Khairul’s
-Syafiq’s
-Haziq’s
-Sharul’s ( but its not with me. boohoo)

AHH THATS IT! :):):) Till next year, babies.

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You wanna know why I look sad and lonely.
You wanna know why I can barely talk, well
It’s not your fault so let me say I’m sorry,
For makin you the reason for my fall.

I wish that I could be like I was before.
I was ridin high but now I’m feelin so low.
I wish that you could make my world feel better,
And take away the hurt so I won’t be so far gone

love, farah

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