I thought it was our friends anniversary, which made me treat you guys something. So much for anniversary. At least our other friends bothered to say thank you or appreciate. Instead you said it’s BORING? Are you fucking insane. I treated you guys and wasted my money on this thing. I did not call it wasting as i really treat you guys sincerely. But YOU made me think that i wasted my money on YOU. Yes, i really think i did. So much for a FRIEND HUH? I know you HATE ME. But i still TREAT you as i know it was our ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY AS FRIENDS ALTOGETHER. But it was BORING, you say? Yet you still have the fucking cheek to act like nothing happened and enjoy what is given to you. Without any fucking appreciation. I fucking wasted my money on you. And good thing i tagged on your blog saying ” Weik. After i treat you 20 bucks pn say it’s boring?” I dont care if you hate me after that tag. But it was my money, and i was willing to treat you guys. And you have to spoil things by not appreciating. Get in this sick head of yours that money doesn’t fall from the sky just like i treat you. You should be thankful to have someone giving away their money just to make you happy and just to make things alright. Dont you FUCKING GET IT? If you dont, go to fucking hell. Hate me all you want, i dont fuking give a damn. I REGRET MY 20 BUCKS. I felt truly hurt when i can give away my money who i thought friends would appreciate when im having fucking problems. Thanks Ida and Adi for saying THANK YOU. Why did i even bother to treat you anyway. Get your basic courtesy thought in your head.

I dont mean to swear here, but i couldn’t control any longer. I wont treat someone who doesn’t appreciate anything. Goodbye and i wont give a fucking damn anymore.

Bro and Dad are blasting the karaoke music and singing into microphones now and they really made my day. i am really bored right now. I slept at 2 am yesterday night. I did not expect that phone call, but oh well, Hello! OH MAN. Tomorrow’s school. No more waking up late. ._.

Here’s Collide, sang by abang. And that jembalang at the top, that’s me. We were clueless what to do with the duet thing but hantam je lah. Do watch till the end. thank you.

byebye.

p.s: sry for any syiok sendiri facial expressions.

well, another video will be posted up with us singing Collide, and there will be bloopers at the end ( im nt sure if its funny enough ) so, watch. (;

To kill time by waiting for our fast break, we decided to head to the library and revise some Algebra that all of us suck at. It was funny as some toddlers were really weird. Including their parents. One time, this kid fell down right in front of us and it was a loud thump, and i got shocked so i shouted. The kid got embarrassed and got up ( im sooo sorry if i made him feel tht ._.) And even the mother laughed at him okay. Haha. Poor kid. Oh and that little baby who walks pass and wave at people is so adorably cute!

After hours of Library, We headed to Jurong Point for me to withdraw my money. It was our anniversary, ( bulan puasa 07) so we headed to Jurong East to take Neoprints ( omg so cheenaah but whtever ). So yea, took some and took the mrt home. Im a good girl, i reached home at 5.30 pm okay. Not as if i sneak out of the house and lepak somewhere in the middle of the night or ran away from home or take drugs. Even if i exeed my time, ill be home by 7 pm. OKAY Mother?

heading home.

Ive given everything.
I loved you endlessly.
But when it comes to me.
You dont even notice me.

Hello. I spring cleaned my room yesterday and fuuh, i was sooo tired as i was fasting. The closet is the most hardest and most frustrating for me. It is full of old clothes that i can’t fit, or can’t even wear! i took 2 days to clean it. One day for the bottom part, which took me 2 hours. And another for the top part, but with mama’s help, its alot easier. Thanks mum, eventhough you scolded me throughout )): You know those big black trash pastic bags? Mama brought those and i put all the clothes that i dint want and OMG. to tell you the truth, MORE THAN 10 BAGS I TELL YOU! So now you see why i can’t seem to fit some of my clothes in my closet last time. Now, It’s prettyyyyyy baby! i wanna buy long dark purple shawls and act as the background of my closet on the inside. White seems so…. ew? Okay well yea. Haha, thank god that’s done. Today, i still have to help mama clean the balcony! Oh noooo, if only i wasn’t fasting. But no worries. Ill endure and wait till Maghrib and get these chores done man! Its all in the mind baby.

i woke up at 10.30 ( tired lah seh ) and played only one round of racing on my Nintendo DS as i saw this whole pile of sayur kangkong and a knife infront of me which gives me the hint to help mama and start cutting it. So, i stopped my wonderful racing game ( pathetic i know ) and offered to help. Hate to break it to ya, but cutting the veggies can be more fun than the games, surprisingly. I hope to continue reading my book without any distractions.

thanks Az for those pictures!
Really appreciate it loads!

Love,
Farah

Im currently waiting for Maghrib to come! Oh im hungry. Anyway, i read something. Even if it’s only one piece of thing its still something okay!! I can’t believe i cried. Stupid me to cry of something pathetic like this. Chis man. When those things are for me??!?!? AHHH MANNN! Aye i type like a kid who doesn’t get icecream. No, i felt more worse than that okay. Haiya.

Abg, im NOT that LOSER. And i dont wanna be like her. And i look like her? are you kidding me?! LOL. Nonono very different ok. Alright i wont camwhore! And stop calling me P. You’re one to. OKAY?! And yea, cuz of your incident, i believed in Karma. She lost her waterfaceeee issit?! eh wht am i typing seh. OMG i think im having mood swings lah. Look at how i type. Merepek skali i know. Anyway, someone called me late at night yesternight. AHH! Gave me a shock of my life lah. And thanks for that email! I opened it around midnight okay!! Scare the shit out me. :S hahaha.

That small little package
That whole paperbag of stuff
Just brings back everything! ):
Can i stop thinking about it?
I wish it never happened. ):

Love,
Farah

Yupp, today’s the start of the fasting month. Had my Sahur earlier this morning and the feeling is like, wooo! After one year, its now back, YESS! Actually i like Fasting Month cuz it’s the Start Of Something New for me for last year. Haha, some of you know what i mean. It’s the holidays now and i will be at home all the time. I dont want to go out during fasting month cuz… yeah. GRRRRR. I think im gonna sleep again later maybe at 12 or 1.00. HEHEHHE.

I missed out someone’s birthday yesterday!

Happy Birthday Azhari!
Best Wishes For You! (:

Okay. And to

Wawa, Have A Safe and Nice Trip
To Your Grandma’s House In
Malaysia!
Hope To See You Back After One Week! (:

then, to

Ida and Mel
Let’s Just Rot Here With Revisions
In This One Week! (:

And most importantly,

Selamat Berpuasa To All! (:

and hang on till 7.

Love,
Farah

Okay, first thing. Sunday Morning! I woke up at 8.30 and stayed on my bed for an hour, thinking and recalling. It’s wierd how you can miss things so much that you dont even know its already gone. So i read my past archives, holy smick. My life was so different. Okay i dont know but to me, it really changed alot. All those privated posts = CRYYYYY!

I am supposed to go Johore today but due to lazyness ( i think ) tak jadi! Well im tired myself too actually. Remember Strawverry Panjangcake and Jimmy Newtonyek? OHHHHHHH MEMORIES!

shit. why is everything gone now. So sad. I tried comparing myself now and then. Yes. I was much much happier then. But who says i cant be happy now?

So i was at Habourfront Banquet yesterday night and the announcer dunnoe what thing announced -

Announcer: Ladies and Gentlemen, attention please. A fire case has been reported in the building. Please stay calm and wait for futher instructions.
Mama: Hahhhh! FIRE?!?!?
Aba: Aiyo relax la. Duduk sini makan dulu.
Me: allmk. nk gi toilet lah.
Kakak: ah tahan lah. Ni Announcer ni buat suspend ah. seram.

then, the fire alarm rang.

KRRIIIINGGGGG!
Mama: ish. tu.
Me: eh nk lari for our lives?
Kakak: kau giler.
Aba: hmm sedap nye ni makan.

People were actually rushing out of Banquet but some relaxed people just stayed there and continued eating. hahaha. Fifteen minutes later,

Announcer: The Alarm has just gone off. We are still investigating the problem.

10 minutes later…..

Announcer: We have found the cause of the fire to be and INCONVINIENCE. Sorry for any blah blh.

WHAT THE HELLLLL. BUAT SUSPEND SIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. Kesian orang2 tu yang tak habes makan. hahahha. meh aku abeskan. chis tak la. siao.

Love,
Farah.

Yes, today is a happy day for the teachers. like real.

So we had a celebration on Teacher’s Day just now and to tell you the truth, the concert is not as hyper and fun as last year’s. Last year’s more exciting as it is held at a hugeeee tentage that was set up at the parade square and stuff. Upper Secs sat on chairs wheares Lower Secs had to sit on the rough floor and bear with the aches in our buttocks. But it was fun. This year’s held at the school hall. The performances such as Gifted Curse performing ( go go go all the wayyyyy! ) , teachers and parents support group dancing, ELDDS skits, teacher cake-cutting ceremony as usual. But not as hyped as LAST YEAR’S!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I gave some teachers presents, cute little clipart bookmarks ( if that’s what it’s called ). The teachers zoomed off like lightning as soon as the concert ended and i dont have time to give two presents. Great, ill have to wait till school reopens. How l-a-m-e. Lame kehape? Ah dunnoe la!

I went back to my primary school ( actually i was lazy to go as none of us ex-jyians wanna go but oh well, wont kill for a peek). So yes, just pretended to walk pass the shop as my house was just 2 blocks away from it. And saw my dear ex primary school guy friends lepak-ing under the void deck. You all look the same. No Amir, you’ve grown taller. I saw my exxxxxxxx omgomogmomg. bleah. whatever. And some are just too shy like FARHAN who looks down all the time. Syakirin is never shy. Cuz i see his face everyday in BLSS. Next to my class sumore. Jelak. :p So din even spend 15 minutes there as i was super lazy and it’s soooooo boring! Khairul msged me as soon as i got home asking me where i was, and i told him im at home. And since my house is only a 3 minute walk to Juying, ( yes that near ) he told me to meet them. But due to my laziness, i just sent my regards and hopefully we’ll meet someday somehow. Not KhAIRUL! He’s in my class!

Okay i talk alot. Seeya now. SELAMAT BERPUASE YE. Hish, Sunday daahhh Sahur eh. tsk tsk. GOODNIGHT, SLEEPTIGHT. DONT LET THE POOPY BUGS BITE. ( poopy? where’d that came from. )

Stupid title. Only one day of absenty in school and its as if its after the holidays. Speaking of holidays, HOLS ARE NEXT WEEK! Kay hold up. This one-week holiday is meant for us to revise for our EYE. But at least i don’t get to rub my eyes and wake up at 6. So that’s a good thing.

I got sick of my friendster photos and deleted all of em! Okay, not all of em. I kept the ones under the albums ‘family kisses’ and ‘ happy 2nd birthday Adi’. The one of all pictures of me, which is under the album ’smooches’, yes i deleted all those boring pics. And added about 3 new pics, but kept 3 old pics. Eh why am i typing about this on my blog man. Do drop by my friendster anyway.

I was all smiles today in school and to tell you the truth, i forgot about all the shit. That’s cuz i scored well in my math CA. 31 and a half / 35. I did not expect for myself, ME ( yes pathetic me) to get this score.

Miss Lee SY: Okay, let’s see. * writes on the board* ‘ distinctions: 12 pupils’
Peeps: wow who eh the 12.
Miss Lee SY: guess!

so yes, we guessed a few names from 1-6. I dont want people to shout my name as i KNOW i wont pass. But Muf and ida shouted and my heart jumped when Teacher smiled and wrote my name at number 7. Turns out, i was second in class. (: Congrats to the 12 pupils who made distinctions!

STOP. This is only CA. I STILL HAVE TO FACE EYE~ omg. shit man.

I hope i can do the same for my EYE. But whatever it is, i am thankful of how i did well on my paper. Alhamdullilah, Amin…

Love,
Farah. ♪