i’m sorry i cant be perfect.
i’m sorry if i dint give you enough as a whole.
i have to be in a hard position to not make you angry.
you should’ve told me.
then i would’ve known.
you’re making it hard for me.
i’m sitting here infront of the monitor
in my hello kitty pjs.
thinking,
saying,
i’m sorry i’m not that enough for you.
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Hello. Man, it’s been a verryyy long time since i blogged, busy with Hari raya and stuff. Talking about Hari Raya, i was raya-ing with my friends, when they came to my house which was the last house of the day. I was basically rushing out of the bedroom door, and BANG. My pinky toe hit the edge of the door. My little pinky toe was bent, blue-blacked. I cried soooo hard.
The next day, i went to the doctor, and she said i have to go for an x-ray. I was horrified. So yea, went for an x-ray. Turns out that the vain is just dislocated and my toe should be healing soon.
I was given 3 days MC from Tuesday. And now it’s Wednesday, will be back to school on Friday.
And now, my pinky toe is fatter than any other toes on my foot.
and its blue.
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oh my gawwd. 2 more weeks till exams over, 2 more weeks till NO STUDYING IN SCHOOL and 2 more weeks till HARI RAYA!!Talking about Hari Raya, my baju raya is AWEESSOMMME bebeh. you rock nenek jait baju! um rite. anyway, something just happened to my screen, i have no idea.
anyway, i’m soo afraid of heights as i climbed this tall 4 metres wall thingy, and i’m afraid to jump off. hehe.
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This post will be the most depressing post i have ever put up. I hate this feeling clinging on me all the time and now i can’t stand it anymore. I have been pushed around so many times i just feel like i want to be a bad person. I dont even know who i am anymore! She is totally getting on my nerves and its ANNOYING. All this while i have been very patient with her but now she’s pushing it too far! Keeps making excuses for undone work, keeps telling me off. Sometimes i just feel its better to not even talk to her coz the only thing i get in the end is feel hurt by her words. The way she talks to you people is just unhuman. She talks to you and say negative stuffs and you just stood there watching her. How would you feel? Can you yourself come up with things to say back to her? I DONT! So the only thing i can do is keep quiet and let her do it again and again. You can’t find anything to do because you feel there is nobody for you to be with other than her. AND I FEEL LIKE SUCH A FOOL FOR THINKING LIKE THAT LAST TIME. Why do i even bother to sympathize her after all the harsh things she did? Am i a pinata to her that she can beat all the time? You feel like you are the only one thinking this way while all the people around you thinks differently. it doesnt seem like a big deal if i tell you this but if you are in my spot or in any of my other good friends’s spot, you’ll feel the same way.
But now i have woken up from being in your freaky nightmare. I see some people caring about me and comforting me, unlike what you did. Now i realised. what J and S told me about forgetting her cuz she doesnt treat me as a friend. AND ITS TRUE. now that i believed it. And now, dont bother me again. Dont talk to me again. Stop hurting me again.
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hello. welcome to another typical post of mine. i’m soo mad at the flying roach that came into my room just now. Thanks to it, my room smelt like Shieldtox now. and it sucks. odourless konon. ceh.
Same thing happened just now. Went to school, laugh, sit, stand, books, eyes, ears, fans, air-cons, chairs, pencils. Went to dreamweaver course just now, and that was our last lesson. I was craving for ice lemon tea in school just now but sigh, fasting. Anyway, my geography project is.. going well. I THINK. Well what do you think. gosh. but whatever you know, i don’t really wish to talk about that. Some people are just too stubborn you know.
Exams are coming in less than a week. YES! After exams i can slack all i want like HELLLL. i can even skip school due to Hari Raya! =p that is if my mommy allows.
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hello beings. It has been another post here on my blog and i’m writting this in the dark. the only light to my keyboard is the moniter screen. So, its raining now, and the air is cool and fresh. I woke up by the sound of banging doors, *looks up* NEIGHBOURS. Hmm, its a saturday and thank god!! Finally i can wake up late after sahur.
Talking about sahur, and puasa, i hope this year i can have a full and happy fasting. I mean i’m getting used to it, and hopefully i will for the next 27 days. (: Well, i also wish to complete all my homeworks today, and maybe revise tomorrow for my EYE. End year exams are starting on next next Tues, which is 25th. The first day i’ll have English paper and my Malay paper 1. btw, those of my classmates who lost the timetable, please get them from someone and PLEASE copy it down and DON’T lose it. You are basically torturing yourself. kkay?
Make up lessons for the DReamweaver Workshop. Next Tuesday and Thursday. Why can’t they just cancel the stupid workshop? We finished our projects anyway!Oh wait, we payed money for this. Okay, you’ll be confused. This workshop is to help us for our project, that is to make a NEWSLETTER. And when we all turned up for the workshop, they teach us how to make blogs. Like, The effects, hotspots whatever shiaat, linking pages*well that’s kinda useful but nothing to do with a newsletter!* Our project of newsletter is suppose to be printed out, like duh. So i don’t really understand why this workshop is ‘helping’ us for our newsletter project. But anyway, some of us made our own blog. but that is still not helpful. *think think*.
And to J, get a notebook. (: Today’s homework is… for you to buy a notebook. xD
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