sudden change.
I have observed that people who are close to me gets more sarcastic or meaner as days go by. I dont get it, suddenly, i mean SUDDENLY OKAY. Out of the blue. Ive never achieved that before and now ive finally did, it doesnt seem to matter to you anymore. It just seems like whatever i do is right, people just have to comment negative stuff on it, which doesn’t seem relevant or not even make sense. Im not revealing anybody’s name here so those of you who think it’s you, chill. It’s not you. You’ll never guess who it is. It’s hard and painful for me to face these comments that are said straight to my face. It hurts more when you did not expect THIS SOMEONE can be that type of person. I dont know, is it stress? Work? Anything? Then tell me, that would be alot better. For the first time in my life, i dont like how this is going.
Hello. I spring cleaned my room yesterday and fuuh, i was sooo tired as i was fasting. The closet is the most hardest and most frustrating for me. It is full of old clothes that i can’t fit, or can’t even wear! i took 2 days to clean it. One day for the bottom part, which took me 2 hours. And another for the top part, but with mama’s help, its alot easier. Thanks mum, eventhough you scolded me throughout )): You know those big black trash pastic bags? Mama brought those and i put all the clothes that i dint want and OMG. to tell you the truth, MORE THAN 10 BAGS I TELL YOU! So now you see why i can’t seem to fit some of my clothes in my closet last time. Now, It’s prettyyyyyy baby! i wanna buy long dark purple shawls and act as the background of my closet on the inside. White seems so…. ew? 
Okay well yea. Haha, thank god that’s done. Today, i still have to help mama clean the balcony! Oh noooo, if only i wasn’t fasting. But no worries. Ill endure and wait till Maghrib and get these chores done man! Its all in the mind baby.
i woke up at 10.30 ( tired lah seh ) and played only one round of racing on my Nintendo DS as i saw this whole pile of sayur kangkong and a knife infront of me which gives me the hint to help mama and start cutting it. So, i stopped my wonderful racing game ( pathetic i know ) and offered to help. Hate to break it to ya, but cutting the veggies can be more fun than the games, surprisingly. I hope to continue reading my book without any distractions.
thanks Az for those pictures!
Really appreciate it loads!
Love,
Farah
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