Lovepops and Bumblebees

Farah’s Journal

June 8, 2008

“You”, Piano Days and Kami Memories.

The very first time I saw you, Was special how we met. You took me by complete surprise. I knew my heart was set. As days flew by, we talked again, But you never seemed to care. I tried my best to help you out, By a favor here, or a favor there. Although I made a fast approach, Our friendship grew and grew. I realized how deep I cared, But the feeling I felt was new. In time I became attached to you. From a hug, I wouldn’t let go. I soon saw how close we were, And the feeling was good to know. It hit me then, what I was in - A unique and precious love. For the person I said was only mine, Was an angel sent from above. The minutes without you turned into days, And the seconds with you flew fast. I could only wish to see you more, And make each moment last. Yes, the road ahead gets hard, When things may only seem rough. But because you and I try so much, We’ll stay strong and get by tough. Though problems may lie ahead someday, And either of us could be right; I promise to always be by your side, And I promise my heart, so hold it tight. And so, each night, beside my bed, When there’s only bright stars to see; I pray that we may never give up, And will always remain you and me.

HELLO! Haha, stop with the drama. Now, Its a Sunday and my stomach’s filled with Hainanese Chicken Rice that Aba bought. It’s only me and him in the house. I can SCREEEAAAAAAAM! K no. He’ll scream in my face back. Mama and Abang are out to Orang Kahwin. Kakak’s out to meet up with Emir, as usual. And me, as usual, rot at home. WEEE~ im so lazy i know. Reminds me of my piano. I miss my piano. ): (yesss, something to blog about!)

I took piano lessons like 7 years ago. yeah, lame tu. I recieved a Clavinova Piano for my 7th Birthday. Since i quited those piano lessons, I began to study the piano on my own. I composed a song at 2004-2005 ( i think. cnnt rmb la when). I kept playing the Clavinova Piano again and again everyday. But it stopped. I stopped playing for two years or so. The piano is still here. I need life back in the Piano. The piano needs me. ( ceh mcm phm.) I miss pressing my fingers against the keys. The only keys my fingers are pressing everyday is the COMPUTER KEYBOARD! hahaha. I still remember the haunting song that kakak’s friend taught me on piano. It would be so WIERD for me to go to my piano now and start playing again. Probably my dad would think im senile for suddenly wanting to play. Ill wait until im alone at home, when nobody’s watching. Then i can go into that piano mood again. (:

And, im probably lame for bringing this up, but i miss Kami. ): Made up of the four of us. No, let’s make it the FIVE of us. I miss the old times. I miss when we took pictures together and edited them using PICASA. ( haha, time dulu2 maseh clueless.) I miss when we went to our ‘Secret Hideout’ everyday after school to release our anger. I miss Ida scaring us at the carpark rooftop. I miss taking videos of us dancing to “Whine Up” at ain’s house. I miss prank calling using my phone (bad luck kan. hehe) with you guys. I just miss all the things we did as ONE. One group, One pure friendship. I know all of us are screwed and went saparate ways. There is no way we could get back together. I just wish there are no PROBLEMS between us ever again. And i just wish that all of us could cooperate and be considerate on what YOUR friends are thinking and yourself too. Couldn’t we? I Miss Kami. Kami is nowhere now. I want Kami back. I really do.

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