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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ABG KHAIRUL

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

Happy Birthday Abang. You’re one year older now. Be good. ceh. Good luck and best wishes. ily!

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i look bacen in this pic.

Hello. My blog went dead for two days. That’s cuz i was away for Malay Dance Camp. So hello again. I really had fun during the camp. Abg Khai couldn’t make it so Abg Hamzah took over. Oh, Abg Hamzah is fuuun. So we started off with a little game by spinning in circles then got wht bottles and stuff. Aiya tk tau la hw to explain. We concentrated on the Ala Dondeh Dance throughout these two days of camp, finished up the dance that we have been doing all along since the day i joined. Teacher then selected 18 pupils to perform. Me and Khalisah dint get picked. Mcm nak nangis gitu kan. Tapi tkper. I dont mind, there are other oppurtunities. Ida told me to not give up and stop thinking negative stuff about myself. But its not negative. Its the fact about me. I hate myself sometimes for being.. k nvm.

Put all those stuff and lemme talk about the Barbecue. It was a hell lot of laughter when Me, Ida, Sarmira, Mimie, Mai, Atai and Syidah sat together to eat. I laughed untl my food came out evantually. It was malam jumaat that time and Mai scared us with a ghost story. Then aleh2 Mai nyer bulu roma naik. isk. Then we crapped about umm —– since Kak Finah sengaje hit —- —–. hahaha. Kalau nk —- dier big, you picit the —–. okok stop.  The pics are with mimie coz i dint bring my camera. stupid sia. nehmind.

Got to know about one another more in this camp. Esp Khalisah, (heyy babay). We got to know each other well. I like. Ok. Really, got much much closer to the rest of them. Hanged out with Diana at the fitness corner. Ida tenggek on top of the pole. OUCH IDA. tak saket ke kau nyer toot. Ok, i guess ill end here. Oh Oh! For the two days, went to school with my dear juniors. Mimie, Khalisah, Nadia and Sarmira. We were kecoh in the morning until the apek under the void deck scolded us. sry k apek. Eh i really feel bad k. aiyaaa. OKAY, GONNA WATCH MTV BABAY!

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Haish. Both me and kakak are pissed off by wht’s happening to abg. I dont want to interfere, (unlike some other people) although its my own blood brother in this phyco-damned web. culdn’t just some people stop and look at both stories, and maybe try to make sense out of those. i want to type laa bout this. mcm cannt tahan the heat man. both parties are trying to prove something right, no, everything right. it’s fine, but outside people dont know both stories and they just blabber along. look on both sides of stories first. fine, whatever.

i can’t wait for the class outing. ahhhhhhhhhh. ahhhhhh. ahhhhhh. ahhhhhhh. k, sorry. since i have nothing to do, i basically took stupid shots of myself. so there, look at me when im bored. taadaaa. yea. man someone?! someone msn me or something. other than getting myself entertained by listening to kakak talk about the ‘great’ issue. and me getting pissed by the ‘great’ issue. Oh yeah, where are my two fat cats? i think im gonna squash fifi. Sweety tk best di-squashed. Fifi best.

The memories of Ginger (my old cat that my dad threw him out of the house back like 6 years ago) came to my head. He is such a playful little thing and i get scratches everyday like an emo person because of him. Always breaks my mum’s vasses when we are off to holidays. Always bites my leg when im sleeping. Ginger i miss you! It has been years, since i was like primary 2 you were gone. Dad threw him out of the house cuz that time, Fifi is a new member of the family. Ginger doesn’t like it, so he chases Fifi all around the house. One particular time, Ginger chased Fifi until they were running around the living room. I got scared and jumped on top of a swivel chair. I jumped and wiggled around until PLOP. I fell on the ground on my chin. My mouth bled. So, Aba got really really mad and took Ginger in a cage and sent him off to Pasir Ris Resevoir i think? i dunno la. forgot. Then kakak got mad at me for falling down and cried for the whole 2 nights.

GINGER! WHERE ARE YOU. ))))):

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Good morning people. I slept early last night and woke up at 9.30 am today. its 10.15 right now and i can’t even type properly. so, my hands are feeling weak and my shoulders are giving me a heck of a pain since yesterday. Im just me, so it doesnt even matter. I was reading through my previous archives and hahhaha, had a good laugh about the whole thing that i’ve been through. I noticed that i had a difference in typing to? Last time mcm becok eh, like got alooot of things to talk about. But now mcm, ah ya. Oh well, tu dulu  man.

Iqah my dearest cousin told me that a girl once loved her? Oh gee. that is soo wierd. hmm, i dont know wht you should do but, just jauhkan diri i guess. okay? set. go. eh ape ni aku merepek.

ida, im so sorry you think that way. Ill try to change myself to your suit. Ill try to make everything alright by starting with myself. Im sorry if i’ve changed. haish. And im sorry if i dint think about you. But i told farhan that me and him should make you happy as ever. But i dont know why you said ” but think about me, fea.” hmm, maybe i dint make you happy enough. you know what? i just wish all the things i have would go to you. coz things just cant stop coming. so why not just give everything to you?

kakak, i dont wanna think about it. leave things be. its fated anyways.

ida, u guess i dont know wht it’s like to get away from a person who really loves you. but i lost both of my grandads now, so i should know. hahaha.
or maybe i dont really know anything in this world.

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Im here, showered, at 9 am. When most of my friends are at home sleeping and did not have at least a step out of the house. And i have to go back to school, just to hand in a maths file at miss lee’s pigeon hole. Alamak teacher, yesterday im in school dun wanna tell me earlier. See la, now im suppose to be sleeping i need to go school. Mama will be fetching me at the house carpark and then send me off to school. I had a really really good sleep last night. wow, lenyak crazy you know. Tomorrow, have to make my way for the 7th Day Kenduri of Arwah Atok. then at 29th and 30th, i have to attend Malay Dance Camp. *weepeeee* We wont be staying overnight. Ont he 29th, 9.30am till 8.30 pm, then go home. Then same for the 30th. Boring la tak overnight. Kalau tak boleh sleeeeepoveeerr, and kecoh2 ngan ain mcm at St. John camp.

my stomach is growling now. i better go grab something to munch. seeyaaa.

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Tired. One word to describe. After a few days of going out straight, today i am back home early and yes, i can slaaaaaack at home! Okay, not so called slack laa. Just got back from CCM. Was really pissed during the class by someone but i got over it and i became happy again. We decided to eat at LJS at Jurong Point shortly after the class. Sorry Adi, tk bley treat eh. hahahhahahaha. Then, we had to go back to school coz Khairul misplaced his sim card which was previosly with Ida. Ida claimed that Khairul alreday took it, but Khairul forgot if he did. STM! So we went back to school and searched for his sim card. KHAIRUL, CARIK PAKAI HIDUNG PE? The sim card betul2 pat atas table! Buat peeeenat je carikkan. khairul khairul. K, then Adi suggested we go to Cozy but then they drag drag drag. Got an sms by abang saying ” be home by 20 min time.” K, lagipun they drag drag tk buat aper2, might as well i make my way home with ain. Dropped at bustop, ain and me said goodbye. Ain go left, i go right. Ke i go left? nta la. yayaya, i go left. So got home, abang ironing his clothes. rajin rajin. Went in the kitched and Sweety was meaow-ing soooo loudly asking for food. okokok, sume nak criterkan pe? dahh, the end.

Ida the Hantu behind Adi.

Ida the Hantu came into the picture!

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SUCH A RANDOM TITLE! Okay, neverrrrrmind. Woke up at 9.30 in the morning. No, i smelled Aba’s perfume and his loud loud voice in the living room at 7 am. Aba went to Malaysia already. Sobs. Gonna be weeks more after he comes back here. ): Sighhh, but whaaaat to do. HAHA, i have to say i love the picture above because Adi made it that way. I totally din expect him to make that face. Baik la muke tuuu. whao, my hands are skinny. yuckyuckk. Thinking about abang’s post about the birthday gift. Should i or should i not mann. Ahh, will it suit? will it work? dammit.

Anyway, mama made this song about mosquitoes using the melody of Bleeding Love.

Mama: *sings* Keep BREEDING keep keep BREEDING LOVE.
Kakak: Ehwa, style laa. Ok i continue. And we keep BLEEDING, keep keep BLEEDING LOVE.
Me: Whao, they keep breeding, and we keep bleeding. That is why always do the 10-minutes house thingy to stop mosquitoes from breeding k?

Haha, craap banyak.

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I am beginning to wonder why aren’t i feeling happy when the holidays are here. Lame i know. But it just feels normal. Okay wait. Ill take that back. I dont really want to wake up at 6 am now. HEEEE. Im currently happy with where i am now but the people around me just seems so sad. Kinda makes me feel bad for awhile. I dont want to be the only one. Sigh, why dont people get it. Anyway, Aba’s back here in Singapore AGAIN for one day for the funeral. He’ll go to Malaysia today after the kenduri. Yea, ill be out to kenduri today so i wont go online. Anyone, just sms me.

Only thing i ever could need, only one good thing worth trying to be and its love. (:

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