Lovepops and Bumblebees

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I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE DO THE THINGS I DO.

GET OFF BITCH.

oh, hello people. See those big big words above? yeaps, exactly how i freaking feel now. Go find your own stuffs. Shouldnt have let you knew all those things that i do. Coz ur only gonna follow them.

Anyway, i freaking feel piiisssseeeeeeedddddddd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

screw the world. This is just gonna be a random post where i let out all my suckoted stuffs. suckoted? ok nehmind.

 gonna meet miss lee for private tutor. (: mcm malas, tapi I HAVE TO! C’MON, focus. and kwn jgn nk act mane nye kwn pasl kalau kau kwn pon bukan mcm kwn pasal kau ckp ngan aku bukan cam kwn tapi mcm org kurang hajar. ah.

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Went to the hospital yesterday, from 12 till 9.30 pm. aha, yes, that long. But oh well, to fill up the time, we took some photos. Although feeling as blue as it seems, ill just look on the positive side. (:

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Mercury got 2nd, people. First Jupiter [bleaah ((:]. Good job to all the runners! Had to assemble at the stadium by 2.15. Ida forced me to buy slurpee when im not thirsty, but i bought it anyways, with her money. Free, beli je la. *wink* Then biler the slurpee habes, malas to throw away, so put on the floor near my leg la. Then the teacher say throw throw. Nasib dah habes. hmph.

Luckily, this year nyer sports day runned smoothly. No lightning alert. Ala, ader satu kali boleh nmpk lightning, but they just go on uhh. Lightning alert ni sume. haiya. But thank god it dint rain!

So yesterday, was late for school, and got my 2nd late slip. Stupid bus! Waited for it from 8.40 till like 7.10. 7.15 still at daerah my house. Tunggu2, skali FOUR BUSSES came at one time. Dumb dumb, make me late for school only! Went to general office, and daamn. alot off ppl late coz of the busses. HUAHUHAUA. yay, got excuse, naseb.

kalau sumer tinggi gini kan best. i wont feel like a giant. woops, no offence. but i hate being tall. (:

Got more pichas, but havent got them OR lazyness. Well actually both. Tataa.

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Hello My Lil Darling Hunny Bunch Sugar Pie Sweet Cotton Candy Cherry Chocolate Pies.

Have been living my everyday life these few days. I know i have not been updating for a long time, maybe because of my no-mood self. Had PTI yesterday, and yes, personal stuffs told. But, im glad that it was told, at least they know what i am going through. Im a good girl.

“you’re a good girl la farah. dont let it affect your studies, tu je.” -Cikgu Yani.

To tell you the truth, i actually felt like crying throughout the whole thing. Im not the only one. Most of my friends, madir, ida, mel, sharul, khairul,aditya ALL felt like crying. All of us got scoldings from our parents infront of everyone, but it was what PTI is for. Self-embarrasement and we learn our mistakes from it. Lesson learned, never do it again or you’ll get scoldings in public again. And yes Miss Lee, im aware of it. Im aware of everything, but i just dont know where to start. Alot of things have been happening and everytime have to please ppl. Mr Sim, thanks for understanding. You are like the one in a million teacher who has FULLY FULLY FULLY understood me. You’re like my friend la. Ty for saying tht infront of my mum. kekeke.

Anyway, yes that’s PTI. Ida, abg___ handsome, tapi lembut. Alahaiii!

TODAY! Self-study suppose to carry our newspapers for the whole one hour, but due to tiredness, sat outside class with science worksheet and watched people play football, alone. No distractions. I just want some time alone, away from the screams and laughs and screeching tables and chairs. Er, yaa.

Tomorrow’s the ACTUAL SPORTS DAY BEBEH! Mercury, faster laaa. Powerful and Poisonous. Who touches us, and we’ll bite. GRRRRRR~ ok lame. lame gile. But anyway, Mercury gogo! berambos kau venus. ain, jgn marah.

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love, loved, love, loved, loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

bongo eh mel. Oh hello people. Another typical Tuesday with selfstudy after school. But for me, more of a malay LC exam. After selfstudy, went straight home, exactly at 2.40, chop chop reached home at 3. Ty mama for fetching. I dont know ah. Now adays tkd mood nk balek lmbt since that incident. I reached home, and Aba was watching 24. Tick tick tick tick. Makan and got out my geo tbk and start to study for tmr’s test. I read through my super-bad-handwrittened geo notes on unit 31. Headache. History’s test is tmorrow too. God! So many things to remember. I only got to knw about the tests Yesterday. Wth.

So it was 4.30 and suddenly felt sleepyyyy. Lied down on the bed for awhile. Heh, not awhile eh. Dozed off actually. And that time tengah raining, wow besst. I dint realise that i dozed off, until one loud thunder growled and woke me up. It was almost 6. Shit, i realised about my geography. Then soo damn sleepy, got up and took a super cold bath. Sengaje la tarok cold. Jadi sedar sikit. After that, continued with geo and history.

Bilik abg best ahh untuk blaja. pat depan window, wow, best!

i have changed since the day i got sick? semenjak this, i am the one making the effort you have always wanted me to make. but then you went far away from me. at once, even ignored me. i wont mention again that i am sick to make you understand. rmb the times when you used to tell me that eveytime you wanna get close to me, those two will cut right in? Now, im making the effort to get close to you, just to make you happy. but you went furthur instead. now you got all that you want, so you’re going to forget about me? then sorry, im not someone to be used for. sometimes you just have to let it be.

oh, first time showed tantrum. haha, when ppl call me p. wtf la. i know i look like one. Buat bodoh laa eh. if i look like that, you all no better. pikir you can get attention ehh by calling me tht? you think i like it? sorry sikit, tk menjadi. tk sikit. banyak.

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hello people. well, the past post is just a random one. Sorry for the people who requested for the password but did not get them. I just wanna keep it official. Im sorry for my closest friends who did not get the password too. It’s not that i DO NOT want to, but its my life, i decide if i should let it out or keep it inside.

Today is a Saturday [yessaaa!] and its 10 am. not so early i guess? Anyway, my pw book got rejected, so have to change some things. No, not some. Ok well some, but to me the some kan, is ALOT. Gunung beb.

It’s random why i cannot get a specific title for my posts. Well basically all my posts are crap. (: heeeeeeee. Yesterday’s malay dance, and yes. Can focus! What the hell is wrong with me sia tht weds practice. Sigh. Felt like its not me. Nehmind. Anyway, yesterday’s malay dance, finally can do the Dia Datang’s dance, but still blurr abit. Taridra, wooh fav man.

I can’t give solutions to all of life’s problems, doubts,
or fears. But I can listen to you, and together we will
search for answers.

I can’t change your past with all it’s heartache and pain,
nor the future with its untold stories.
But I can be there now when you need me to care.

I can’t keep your feet from stumbling.
I can only offer my hand that you may grasp it and not fall.

Your joys, triumphs, successes, and happiness are not mine;
Yet I can share in your laughter.

Your decisions in life are not mine to make, nor to judge;
I can only support you, encourage you,
and help you when you ask.

I can’t prevent you from falling away from friendship,
from your values, from me.
I can only pray for you, talk to you and wait for you.

I can’t give you boundaries which I have determined for you,
But I can give you the room to change, room to grow,
room to be yourself.

I can’t keep your heart from breaking and hurting,
But I can cry with you and help you pick up the pieces
and put them back in place.

I can’t tell you who you are.
I can only love you and be your friend.

toidah. (:

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