twice of everything.
when they tell me to chose this or that,
it’s twice as confusing.
when they spout and scold me saying this and that,
it’s twice as hard to hear.
when they ask me why am i like this,
it’s twice as being speechless.
when they stated that this is wrong,
it’s twice as hurtful.
when they order me to do things,
it’s twice as their anger.
and at the end of the day, you realise,
everything’s twice as much and
you just have to handle twice as much of EVERYTHING.
you feel that everything you do in this world is never good. never what people always want you to do. never what people expected. because everybody changes themselves when they go through the greatest experiences in their lives. just understand. dont look at it as a first sight on my problem. look at it as i have suffered and tolerated this for a long time. when they scold me, just feel the pain and confusion and hardness that i faced.
&i bet that’s not as easy as you just saying those words.
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