its an hour to 12 in the afternoon and im as kopet as ever you know! mama’s out to johore, kakak out with emir and abg asleep in his room. And i got the room all to myself bebeh. Nothing much actually. I actually slept around 10 pm yesterday night, and i woke up at 3 am. God, i have nothing to do actually. So then, flip through storybook, then until 3.20 slept back. Woke up at 7 by mama’s alarm clock. Then slept. Then at 8.20, OFFICIALY WOKEN UP.
early shey. dammiaaat.
so mama used scotchtape and stick a 50 dollar note on the tv and a note that said ” Here’s 50 dollars for dinner. For lunch, eat what’s on the stove.” wooh. Abg, malam ni nk order ape? Pizza? bolehhhh!
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i dont know why. i just like this picture.
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wee.wee.wee.wee.wee.
okay. today, gonna go out to kenduri.
ily!
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hello! FRIDAAAAAAAY. Typical P.e-math-SEL-malay-music-cca-Day! P.e, had to run AGAIN. bodohs. Math, learnt some graph drawing. SEL, watched Homerun. Eh, cried ok. The movie so the kesian. Malay, did some groupwork on keratan akhbar. Music, watched crap again, thanks to Mr Sim. I think all the boys steam ahh watch tht clip. It was not pron or stripping or anything, though it has involved stripping, but at the end of the clip, has a funny twist to it.
The best part of the day. CCA! God, Malay dance ehh, has added some new steps to the dance. [yes, thx mel for telling me my pantat gelek again.] I swore today was effing hot eventhough it rained. I was practically sweating in the studio laa. But nevermind. Sarmira, kau cute la. Saeinah, macam manerrrrr hari awaaaak? ((:
Jadi, hari sayeeeer ni best la kaannn. And the song called “best of my love” just got me hyper la. woooweee!
ppl, im never gonna play Knuckle. Its so sadistic. Nanti tgn bengkak cm mel. Tkder oraaang nk urutkan. Never ever gonn try it once. Na-ah-ah.
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hello people. Okay i just got back from my Malay Dance. A few more steps were added since last week’s. I dint notice that i danced until my pantat gelek that much until Mel told me. I think it was the pants laa mel. not me.
Anyway, hadduuugaaaaaaan!
Okay whatever. Turn left, ur there. turn right, ur there. Look up, ur there. Look down ur there. Look back, ur there. YOUR’E EVERYWHERE! (:
ohh shitos. speak if the devil. ~ Anyway, i dont know why im so hyper today. haiyaak. smackdown you. haiyaak again. patah leher. chey mcm paham aku ni. So overall, today was tiring yet fun. I dont want this day to endddddddddddd.
but it did. oh well. ~
things take time. fine ill stop. talking wont solve anything.
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when they tell me to chose this or that,
it’s twice as confusing.
when they spout and scold me saying this and that,
it’s twice as hard to hear.
when they ask me why am i like this,
it’s twice as being speechless.
when they stated that this is wrong,
it’s twice as hurtful.
when they order me to do things,
it’s twice as their anger.
and at the end of the day, you realise,
everything’s twice as much and
you just have to handle twice as much of EVERYTHING.
you feel that everything you do in this world is never good. never what people always want you to do. never what people expected. because everybody changes themselves when they go through the greatest experiences in their lives. just understand. dont look at it as a first sight on my problem. look at it as i have suffered and tolerated this for a long time. when they scold me, just feel the pain and confusion and hardness that i faced.
&i bet that’s not as easy as you just saying those words.
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HEyyy. Just got back from the orang kahwin. I wore pink. Well, i thought of wearing gold tapi mcm over sangat. So i wore pink, and so does the rest of the family. And when i got there, the decorations and the pengantin also wear pink la! Macam plan gitu. ((:
I was so glad to see ifah. Although i was abit shy, but i just smile smile laa. heheh.
what i wore today.
dear kak ifah ((;
and again. thats it guys. immout!
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I can’t help but to scroll the page up and down and make myself giddy. Random kan. So basically today, will be going to orang kahwin Kak Shafikha’s. [my sister's primary school friend. and still in touch now. and, correct spelling kan?] and Guessyy what, Ifah’s her close friend too! Styleee. So im meeting Ifah laterr.
Basically the chinese conversational class is um, okay. I had to skip a lesson due to Pilates session. But i went back to class and the teacher was still there, so went in and take our stuffs, but in the end, the teacher only managed to get me and ida to sit down with her and let her teach us what we missed. Mel and Ain din’t went inside but waited outside the class as they do not want to study the chinese thingy.
I need to buck up. I’ve gotta stop playing. I know i’ve never been like this in my whole entire life. Kakak said im growing up too fast. [ting?] But anywee, yea. I REALISED OKAY. At least i realised that i’m beginning to slack most of the time. But how am i to solve things up. Give me work? If i do them, what if other things still stays on my mind? Kalau tkleh concentrate? Basically nobody understands. Im acting like nothing’s wrong when im such a effing mess inside. lemme scream and shout till the whole freaking street 91 can hear.
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What time is it now? see the post title. I slept at 2.30 am yesterday, no, this morning. Conference with people. Crazy people ader la. Syakir, ckp “speghetti.”. [spelling betol?] I knew some things that i shouldn’t know in that conference. But ill just keep my mouth shut lurr. Buat aper nk klua2 kan. Shaiff, “haaiiyaaaa”. all time fav word. Nak gy toilet pon takot. Takot kucing. ape da.
Im veeeryyyy dissapointed in her shey. Ala, i just feel and think that she should not take up bad stuffs. But i can’t do anything. Anyway, aba is back from Kl and weeeeee~ he’s here. going back tomorrow. Boohooo. Tapi kann, tido katil abg, badan saket uhh. And sejuuuuk gileeeer.
Alright, immout.
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