Rainbows and Skittles

i’ll be going to KL tomorrow, to visit my daddy.

will be away for 2 days.

will be back by monday.

seeya guys!

I love you ain. ohh you are soo the cute.

after mandi hujan! rambot org giler.

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M, stay strong. There are other opportunities out there. Dont lost all your hope. At least on him but not on your whole life. We’re 14. Not 40. [no offence ma.] heee. Thanks for being there for me. Eh, wonder wonder. How eh last time i survived without you? you lift me up on the wings of friendship. {: If not for you, till today, sape eh aku.

AKU BUKAN KOPET! yes, i may bathe till the late afternoon, but i can still smell wangi after bathing ok.

So today, nothing much happened. Ade la org org tu sume suke menyakat kann. {: Had reading. Damn. So boring seh. Read on the hard&rough floor of the parade square. My pantat saket. And then, the stupid classical song that was played during our reading period. So distracting! Bukak la lagu soldier boy ke. Eh, lagu tu memang irritating, tapi better kan.

So, had band. Normal, happy today, i dont know why.

SPINNING AROUND THE SUN 

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I am currently in a low down mood now. I just wish to post it here and you know, talk about it. I can’t accept the fact that everything’s on me. I hear things, but i can’t say them. I know some things are meant to kept private. But i can’t lie to my best friend. I just couldnt be quiet beside her, knowing tht something bad is happening, while she is totally clueless but being normal right infront of your face. what about me? are my secrets even SECRETS ANYMORE? Can’t you control your mouth? Now everything’s such in a mess. I’m a mess.

I am controlling. But you guys can’t expect me to just keep quiet about it. What am i suppose to do? everybody makes mistakes. i’m not perfect.

And i hate rumours. Some people do not even know what’s happening, and they go round teasing you saying this and that. Do you know its pressuring to here people say things to your face when it’s suppose to be kept private? Who the hell is spreading this anyway? It’s pressuring. I know its just, “ahh. high school.” But please. I have alot of things in mind, can’t you guys give me a break.

Next, i always have to feel serbe salah. Like if anybody feels like the heck of a dammit sadness, i feel like its me who is responsible for it. If you’re angry, i dont think you should push the anger to me. Like, what am i suppose to be? I can’t fit into your likeness. I am me. You can’t expect me to be your filling space for every mistake you did. Cheer up. I’m trying too.

I know i’m not gaining your trust mumm. Infact, i kinda abused it. But i’m 14. You have to gain ur trust to me. If not, i’m starting to gain it for you. Like abang said. I have to show you that i’m responsible. Independant. If i have offended you in any way, i’m truly very very sorry.
FRIENDS, i hope you know my situation now. it is pressuring for each of us. but if we can just stay together. everything will be fine. }:

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heeeeeeeeeeeeee. nothing much happened today. went to Mc after school. stoopid la mel. go and take candids of me eating McChicken. Tht lady. I asked her for McNuggets Student Meal. &gave me McChicken. watha.

ok dah? mikaseh mel eh. skrg muke aku terserah.

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 i think i like you. i dont know why but somehow, the more you’re away from me, the more i have feelings for you. this is my interpretation. thanks to the people who dropped by my blog. {:

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helloooo people. my hair can be curled without using any damn hot curler. Just by twirling my hair, fuyooooh.

ni biler basah la kan. dah dry, curly gileeeer.

okay so, i have no idea on what to talk about. He is truly annoyiiing! i kill him ah. dunnoe anything maen ckp je. you know who you are ah eh. lol.  donut betol.

I slept at around 12 am talking to mel on the phone. nyanyi bleeding love la kan. terjerit2. best tau. sape nak join? Although slept late, i woke up at 8.30 today. i dont know why. not in such of a sleeping mood today.

It rained today, sejuuuuk bebeh. i like. tsk tsk.so, i just got a huge shock o fmy life just now in the morn. Was about to wash my plate after breakfast and TUUUSHHH. an effing huge bonanza pudgy fart cockroach appeared beside me. ewwwaaa! it was huge! I screamed until my leher saket sia. then mama took pisau and beat the roach. iyyer. if cut into half how? eee! then it fell to the floor, and i started my PSSHHHHH shiledtox spray. yea babay. DIE DIE ROACH. DIE. man. i’m such a saddist. no wonder they’re not extinct yet.

ANNOUNCEMENT.

to the people who wanna tag but my tagbox not working, you can comment on my posts instead. Damiit la, i dunno whts wrong with my tagbox. stupid fart betol. hotdog la mel!

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Hello. dammit, havent update my blog in a looong time. Well, on last Wednesday, Amirah told the band “guys, there’s last  min performance on Saturday.” Which is today. Damn fun lor. Laugh here laugh there.

This is my second performance in band. Wooh, finally no stage fright. We performed at Frontier Community Club. Or as you guys prefer as JP Library there.

We have to perform for two sessions. Eh tired okay. the court shoe, haiyas. Eh, but get CIP points bebeh. Worth the pain. no pain no gain mah. kan kan.

hm what else. School’s fine. Tiring ade ah. And i’m getting clumsier nowadays. Clumsy coz i’m falling in love katekan. “first timee.. ” okay dont start ah eh. [:

MEL! dont hate unta. i like unta ok. dont give unta a bad name. coz unta is sweeeet. [:

alright. now thank-yous.

I can’t stop thanking the people who live with me in my life, Mel and Ain and the others. You guys have lifted up my strength and got me to move on. I kept imagining how i am without you guys. That’s what i am 1 year ago, 2 years ago, or maybe even 3 years ago. But now, i’m glad tht you guys are mine. I love you guys.

ok. now, byebye. mel suke hotdog kan. aku tau.

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i’m sorry i cant be perfect.

i’m sorry if i dint give you enough as a whole.

i have to be in a hard position to not make you angry.

you should’ve told me.

then i would’ve known.

you’re making it hard for me.

i’m sitting here infront of the monitor

in my hello kitty pjs.

thinking,

saying,

i’m sorry i’m not that enough for you.

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Hello everyone. Yesterday went jalan2. [: Planned to go to Nek Haji's house, but canceled. So we went to Coffee Club instead at IMM and lepaksss.

yumm. Cheesecake!

Talking about cheesecakes, i dont know why. They are so addictive. cheeses. Oreo Cheesecake, Marble Cheesecake[=0. Scret Recipie], what else. American Cheesecake la. I LOVE CHEESECAKE! Even the NTUC’s one ok. yummm.

grr. homework many2. but finished it! hurray.

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