I was cold and hurting
lost out in the night
wandering and searching
for heaven’s light
I saw the night sky clearing
when you spread your rainbow wings
But little did I know
what joy you would bring
From that moment on
a friendship did start
you kissed away my tears
and sheltered my heart
I bless the day God
sent him from above
But then I grew fearful
for I had fallen in love
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Why is it always me. Why is everything “eh, ape feea cakap ah? Ape dier ckp ah?” Why. Why is it always me who first gets it, and the last one to be solved? What are those “You are the only one i trust” and “You are the only one by my side” ? What are those for. For nothing? For you it’s heartbreaking, for me it also is.
Sometimes you feel that you’ve found the right group of friends for you. But eventhough the are the right ones, there is no such thing as ‘arguement-free’. You get it every single time, even with the closest person you are with. And you tell youself, “i thought they are the right person for me.” But hey, they are the right people, but nothing can stop these arguements, even if you try to stop them, even if you try.
I tried. I tried by pleasing her. According to her, i was the only one that she trusted. She depended on me. Thats why i feel like i’m the only one trying to please her with everything. But i failed. She doesnt trust me anymore.
You see, to me, all of these, are just experiences. They make you crumble and fall into millions of pieces. It’s basically undescribable. Everythings on you all at once. All you need is some space to handle. Sometimes these experiences are so awfully bad, i dont even feel like there’s a need to lift up my strength anymore.
Friendship… is fragile. The only way not to break a friendship, is not to let it fall. I’m trying. But it seems… wasted.
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We just had an arguement, and then suddenly talked to me like evrythings normal? When it is obviously not? Why do you do things just so fast? It’s just yesterday, and you just talk like that. Some things are still not settled.
Was surprised when you asked me if i could stay back with you later to lepak. I said no, coz everything’s still not okay! And you just do it like that? sigh.
If you’re reading this then see… things are still not okay. okay?
it’s not over yet.
ANYWAY. i am utterly dreading for tomorrow. A whole day of band practice??! Like, this is nuts. Starts so early and ends so late. But hey, dont say i’ve been skipping pracs. I come for pracs regularly OKAY. sigh but i can’t afford to skip tmorrrow! Tomorrow’s reharsal!
p.s: to syahirah, i dint get my skin from any website. And its not blogskin, its a wordpress theme. Coz i’m using wordpress, NOT blogger. yeap. (;
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I’m lyin’ here on the floor where you left me
I think I took too much
I’m crying here, what have you done?
I thought it would be fun
I can’t stay on your life support, there’s a
shortage in the switch,
I can’t stay on your morphine, cuz its making me itch
I said I tried to call the nurse again but shes
being a little bitch,
I think I’ll get outta here, where I can
Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you’re just like a pill
Instead of makin’ me better, you keep makin’ me ill
You keep makin’ me ill
I haven’t moved from the spot where you left me
This must be a bad trip
All of the other pills, they were different
Maybe I should get some help
I can’t stay on your life support, there’s a
shortage in the switch,
I can’t stay on your morphine, cuz its making me itch
I said I tried to call the nurse again but shes
being a little bitch,
I think I’ll get outta here, where I can
Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you’re just like a pill
Instead of makin’ me better, you keep makin’ me ill
You keep makin’ me ill
Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you’re just like a pill
Instead of makin’ me better, you keep makin’ me ill
You keep makin’ me ill
Now, i really dont know what to do, coz i’ve helped alot, and i dont know if my efforts were wasted but deep inside i truly know nothing of my efforts were ever wasted. Somehow it helped you to become stronger, coz i have been there for you all along. I’m glad you know your weaknesses now. I’m done. I’ve had enough.
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Now now… i have been ‘away’ for some time. I kinda left this blog alone. But i came back with a new skin, and all. i hope you like it!
Things have obviously NOT been going very well nowadays. Problems, problems and more problems.You know what? I have been trying everything really very hard in things, faithfully, but then i realised all my efforts were for nothing. Everything’s on me, and i’m just one person. OKAY. I hate repeating the same thing all over again. i hate it.
Lets forget those crap. Anyway, omg! i’m back on blogging!okay. Soo far, promoted to sec two. LOLL. oh gosh. went to peninsula 2 days ago, IT WAS SCARRYY. I don’t ever wanna go back there.
i met someone special.
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