Lovepops and Bumblebees

Hello people. (: WOOkay. So here’s the story. Yesterday night, went to sleepover at Zul’s. I told him “hey. let’s sleep late!” But i ended up sleeping at 10. xD Got aircon mahh. Sleepy faster. So the next morning, got awake by Zul’s terrible snoring. Got a call from mama saying that she told me to get ready coz my family, (nenek, kak Diyana, CikNah,Emi,Abg and ME) going to ECP. And i’m like “okkay. ECP .”

So got ready and stuff. Reached there soon after that. AHH i dint bring extra clothes, so i dint swim. But oh well, better not to swim. Lecehh lah. Daanng!

And soon after that, it rained. SOO MUCH FOR A SUNNY PICNIC DAY OUT. So me and abg went to Coffee Bean and lounged until the rain stopped. The others went to sit at KomalaVillas. Man, caramel ice blended. yum.

OHH. Iwan2 ( well i call him that coz there’s two of my cousins named iwan). Okay well Iwan2 caught some wierd looking animal. It looks like a frog, but it looks like a squid too coz it has those long thingys at its back. Mama told me its Sotong Katak. Or whatever they call it.

So, i have no idea on what to blog anymore. hmm.  happy birthday shahidah. (:

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ohhhmeeegaawwdy. Yesterday, went to ECP racce (racce means to search around the place. Not RACE.) for the class outing on 10 Dec. That day is torturing. Miss Lee, Wawa, Mel, Ross, Aiyad and Adi went. Oh plus me la of course. xD The journey there itself takes TWO HOURS. Oh that miss lee.

“Take bus 16, take bus 16 from..” dunnoe what station. Can’t rmb.

ohh okay so we took bus 16. Ended up, spending almost an hour in the bus. I have no idea, but we were at Joo Chiat Road when we are suppose to go to East Coast! Then Miss Lee asked the driver when to alight, and we alighted WHERE WE WERE SUPPOSE TO. Sigh. We were clueless, poor thing have to go around asking people. But i can admit, all the people we asked were friendly, oh and i mean VERRYY FRIENDLY. Mel you know what i mean. *winks*

So finally, went through the underground pass, arrived at the carpark where they have the rollerskating rink. Then, we already found the perrfect spot for our barbecue, Miss Lee still wants to look around. Daangg! She’s fit. And oh man, we were sooo hungry at that time, i was literally “MISS LEEEEEEEE. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE LET US EEAAATT…” The people were like looking at Miss Lee with faces like “Hey! Let your students eat!” And yes! We ate at mcdonalds. shit. My duit Raya almost finished due to mcdonalds everytime. xD

Okay, It was almost 6 pm, so we headed home. Man, this is the annoying part. According to Ross, further up, there is another underpass which leads us to Paya Lebar. So OKAYYY, we listened to him. We ended up, walking, on our two feets, through the whole East Coast Park, all the way to Geylang. We still walked IN ECP, and knew we were already at Geylang. -.- From Carpark C, till.. nowhere? Maybe where we walked has no carpark name AT ALL. Thanks Ross! Now my feet hurts. xD

We walked for an hour and a half to the ‘underpass’ that Ross said, by then its already Maghrib laa. We were literally walking a part in ECP with NOBODY THERE, except hundreds of long big trees and forests. This is the scary part. I saw a nice flower on the floor, so i picked it up and suddenly Wawa slapped my hand and threw the flower away. And that flower was Frangipani. =0 Me bace Bismillahiladzi byk kali sampai terlupe seyy! Tapi when i reached home, mama said takder pape yng hurt me. Alhamdullilah…

So i reached home abt 8.20 pm. pff. Dah lah tangan melekit kene ice lemon tea! Bag pon melekit. Handphone pon melekit. turns out that i have to carefully wipe my phone with wet ones to get off the melekit-ness.The sliding part still rough, coz the melekit still there. Man, i would love to put photos that we took! (:

Miss Lee candid shots!

Me and Wawa and the Sea. (:

And happy us. (:

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I am chosen to be one of the class commitee, and the commitee decided to go for an ECP racce tomorrow for the class outing. Basically Affandy’s mother offered to help with the menu, so that’s settled.

Man, i have recieved a miss call from Wawa just now, while i was at Uncle Sean’s house. Called her back soon after that.

I want to make it clear tht i do not want to hear those fuckening statements saying “she loves you more than me, i can see that.” etc.etc.etc. It’s not my fault she felt that way.

ANYWAY. MAN. SUCKENING CRAPS JUST FFF OFF.

oh god. Fifi is terkangkang-ing, showing her beberd off. Wait. Female cats dont have beberds!

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We accept a lot from people we care about. But some things can’t be accepted. Some things are just wrong. Friendship is about caring - not necessarily about understanding.

Life is full of changes, but never more so than as a teen. Even friendships, of necessity, change. And so do we.

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I was cold and hurting
lost out in the night
wandering and searching
for heaven’s light

I saw the night sky clearing
when you spread your rainbow wings
But little did I know
what joy you would bring

From that moment on
a friendship did start
you kissed away my tears
and sheltered my heart

I bless the day God
sent him from above
But then I grew fearful
for I had fallen in love

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Why is it always me. Why is everything “eh, ape feea cakap ah? Ape dier ckp ah?” Why. Why is it always me who first gets it, and the last one to be solved? What are those “You are the only one i trust” and “You are the only one by my side” ? What are those for. For nothing? For you it’s heartbreaking, for me it also is.

Sometimes you feel that you’ve found the right group of friends for you. But eventhough the are the right ones, there is no such thing as ‘arguement-free’. You get it every single time, even with the closest person you are with. And you tell youself, “i thought they are the right person for me.” But hey, they are the right people, but nothing can stop these arguements, even if you try to stop them, even if you try.

I tried. I tried by pleasing her. According to her, i was the only one that she trusted.  She depended on me. Thats why i feel like i’m the only one trying to please her with everything. But i failed. She doesnt trust me anymore.

You see, to me, all of these, are just experiences. They make you crumble and fall into millions of pieces. It’s basically undescribable. Everythings on you all at once. All you need is some space to handle. Sometimes these experiences are so awfully bad, i dont even feel like there’s a need to lift up my strength anymore.

Friendship… is fragile. The only way not to break a friendship, is not to let it fall. I’m trying. But it seems… wasted.

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We just had an arguement, and then suddenly talked to me like evrythings normal? When it is obviously not? Why do you do things just so fast? It’s just yesterday, and you just talk like that. Some things are still not settled.

Was surprised when you asked me if i could stay back with you later to lepak. I said no, coz everything’s still not okay! And you just do it like that? sigh.

If you’re reading this then see… things are still not okay. okay?

it’s not over yet.

ANYWAY. i am utterly dreading for tomorrow. A whole day of band practice??! Like, this is nuts. Starts so early and ends so late. But hey, dont say i’ve been skipping pracs. I come for pracs regularly OKAY. sigh but i can’t afford to skip tmorrrow! Tomorrow’s reharsal!

p.s: to syahirah, i dint get my skin from any website. And its not blogskin, its a wordpress theme. Coz i’m using wordpress, NOT blogger. yeap. (;

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I’m lyin’ here on the floor where you left me
I think I took too much
I’m crying here, what have you done?
I thought it would be fun

I can’t stay on your life support, there’s a
shortage in the switch,
I can’t stay on your morphine, cuz its making me itch
I said I tried to call the nurse again but shes
being a little bitch,
I think I’ll get outta here, where I can

Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you’re just like a pill
Instead of makin’ me better, you keep makin’ me ill
You keep makin’ me ill

I haven’t moved from the spot where you left me
This must be a bad trip
All of the other pills, they were different
Maybe I should get some help

I can’t stay on your life support, there’s a
shortage in the switch,
I can’t stay on your morphine, cuz its making me itch
I said I tried to call the nurse again but shes
being a little bitch,
I think I’ll get outta here, where I can

Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you’re just like a pill
Instead of makin’ me better, you keep makin’ me ill
You keep makin’ me ill

Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you’re just like a pill
Instead of makin’ me better, you keep makin’ me ill
You keep makin’ me ill

Now, i really dont know what to do, coz i’ve helped alot, and i dont know if my efforts were wasted but deep inside i truly know nothing of my efforts were ever wasted. Somehow it helped you to become stronger, coz i have been there for you all along. I’m glad you know your weaknesses now. I’m done. I’ve had enough.

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