September 21, 2007
i have had enough!
This post will be the most depressing post i have ever put up. I hate this feeling clinging on me all the time and now i can’t stand it anymore. I have been pushed around so many times i just feel like i want to be a bad person. I dont even know who i am anymore! She is totally getting on my nerves and its ANNOYING. All this while i have been very patient with her but now she’s pushing it too far! Keeps making excuses for undone work, keeps telling me off. Sometimes i just feel its better to not even talk to her coz the only thing i get in the end is feel hurt by her words. The way she talks to you people is just unhuman. She talks to you and say negative stuffs and you just stood there watching her. How would you feel? Can you yourself come up with things to say back to her? I DONT! So the only thing i can do is keep quiet and let her do it again and again. You can’t find anything to do because you feel there is nobody for you to be with other than her. AND I FEEL LIKE SUCH A FOOL FOR THINKING LIKE THAT LAST TIME. Why do i even bother to sympathize her after all the harsh things she did? Am i a pinata to her that she can beat all the time? You feel like you are the only one thinking this way while all the people around you thinks differently. it doesnt seem like a big deal if i tell you this but if you are in my spot or in any of my other good friends’s spot, you’ll feel the same way.
But now i have woken up from being in your freaky nightmare. I see some people caring about me and comforting me, unlike what you did. Now i realised. what J and S told me about forgetting her cuz she doesnt treat me as a friend. AND ITS TRUE. now that i believed it. And now, dont bother me again. Dont talk to me again. Stop hurting me again.
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Ha face up to the kentuts lah, and give a good one to her. Seriously man, secondary school kids are so hard to cooperate with, all they want is no work but want those good grades.
Oei kids wake up lar (not you Leena), you better work for your blardy project. You know it’s easy for a group leader. One just needs to BAO TOH, and you won’t get full credit for the project grades. Easy.
No need qurrel or bicker. Be professional and give them the work. If they still never do, bring up to teacher, say that the rest of the grp members will do, PROVIDED that bugger’s mark be deducted by 80%. And DO NOT GET PERSONAL. Keep emotions and feelings out of this picture. She not happy, she wanna say let her say. Then you say back lor. Not happy with majority decision, tell her to go quit the group. Cooperate or else suffer the zero mark. Simple.
Fair, I say? No? THEN GET YOUR ASS WORKING YOU DIMWIT (Not you Leena, sheesh how many times must i say this).