Rainbows and Skittles

September 30, 2007

ohhmeegeeeee!!!!

oh my gawwd. 2 more weeks till exams over, 2 more weeks till NO STUDYING IN SCHOOL and 2 more weeks till HARI RAYA!!Talking about Hari Raya, my baju raya is AWEESSOMMME bebeh. you rock nenek jait baju! um rite.   anyway, something just happened to my screen, i have no idea.

anyway, i’m soo afraid of heights as i climbed this tall 4 metres wall thingy, and i’m afraid to jump off. hehe.

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September 28, 2007

what’s the point?

Whats the point of wasting all of what i’ve done, on a friend, who doesn’t appreciate it? After all the effing arguements we had, still can say sorry? Everytime she said that, i gave in. Friend back again, THEN ANOTHER SHITTY ARGUEMENT. and what kind of arguement? weird and dysfunctional ones, that i am NOW TIRED of stressing on. but remember, i gave in to her apology. But now, OH WELL SUPRISINGLY, she did it again. Asked me what i told my friends and why are they ignoring her? i did not say anything, helleww. you ask them. ask them why they ignored you, because of what. I guess you’ll know the answer soon enough right? When i told her its her attitude, she doesnt accept what i say. so why should i say anything.

oh yea. ‘FRIEND’ passed a letter to me in class, saying “lets break our friendship.” ERR HELLEWW. issn’t that what we agreed on MONTHS AGO after our last quarrels? wah, now then find out issit? I have been waiting for you to say that to me, coz i have been hanging to you like velcrow all along and I’M SICK OFFIT. and now i’m sooooo relieved that FINALLY you have said that. I’M FREE! yay.

and what about the little note that you wrote to me and Y? do you really think that our friendship can last? after the fights we had? man, can you think? I dont know what to do with that note, maybe i should put it in a container and let it gather with dust.

i’m sick, i’m tired, i’m tired of LOOKING AT YOU and the sick times of us will come back to my mind. LEAVE ME ALONE. so yea, i know i’m acting like abitch, but the things that you made me hurt, i hope you can feel it too. And look back, and see how much i have suffered while being in your PIEHOLE. ew, why would i say that.? no. suffered while being sticking up in your looney head. yea. so goodbye and have a nice life. coz i’m fixing back MINE.

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September 26, 2007

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September 25, 2007

back on track and being me.

hello people! Well, its been quite some time since i blogged here, so i’m going to continue. Just now, i had my English and Malay Paper 1s. Both was okay, managable. After that, went to library with Safirah, Umira, Izmi and people. we laughed like hell. but yea, I revised my science notes.

I’m still going to the library tmorrow, with yoges and friends. I dont know, but i feel comfortable studying with friends. It just made me concentrate better. WOOPSIE! Mimpi Manis is on, gottaagoo!

p.s. i cut my hair just now btw. go to the ‘ABOUT ME’ page to see my photo. (:

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September 22, 2007

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September 21, 2007

i have had enough!

This post will be the most depressing post i have ever put up. I hate this feeling clinging on me all the time and now i can’t stand it anymore. I have been pushed around so many times i just feel like i want to be a bad person. I dont even know who i am anymore!  She is totally getting on my nerves and its ANNOYING. All this while i have been very patient with her but now she’s pushing it too far! Keeps making excuses for undone work, keeps telling me off. Sometimes i just feel its better to not even talk to her coz the only thing i get in the end is feel hurt by her words. The way she talks to you people is just unhuman. She talks to you and say negative stuffs and you just stood there watching her. How would you feel? Can you yourself come up with things to say back to her? I DONT! So the only thing i can do is keep quiet and let her do it again and again. You can’t find anything to do because you feel there is nobody for you to be with other than her. AND I FEEL LIKE SUCH A FOOL FOR THINKING LIKE THAT LAST TIME. Why do i even bother to sympathize her after all the harsh things she did? Am i a pinata to her that she can beat all the time?  You feel like you are the only one thinking this way while all the people around you thinks differently. it doesnt seem like a big deal if i tell you this but if you are in my spot or in any of my other good friends’s spot, you’ll feel the same way.
But now i have woken up from being in your freaky nightmare. I see some people caring about me and comforting me, unlike what you did. Now i realised. what J and S told me about forgetting her cuz she doesnt treat me as a friend. AND ITS TRUE. now that i believed it. And now, dont bother me again. Dont talk to me again. Stop hurting me again.

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September 20, 2007

Roaches ewwww.

hello. welcome to another typical post of mine. i’m soo mad at the flying roach that came into my room just now. Thanks to it, my room smelt like Shieldtox now. and it sucks. odourless konon. ceh.

Same thing happened just now. Went to school, laugh, sit, stand, books, eyes, ears, fans, air-cons, chairs, pencils. Went to dreamweaver course just now, and that was our last lesson. I was craving for ice lemon tea in school just now but sigh, fasting. Anyway, my geography project is.. going well. I THINK. Well what do you think. gosh. but whatever you know, i don’t really wish to talk about that. Some people are just too stubborn you know.

Exams are coming in less than a week. YES! After exams i can slack all i want like HELLLL. i can even skip school due to Hari Raya! =p that is if my mommy allows.

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September 18, 2007

Dreamweaver Course, tiring?

Hello toopidos. I just got back from my Dreamweaver Course and YES. My blog (another blog that i have to make for the sake of the course) is finally done!~ And now, i can sooo relax there.

gosh, 2 more hours to buka leena! BE PATIENT. gawd i’m surprised that i haven’t broke my fast yet since now.  I mean, i have been breaking and cutting since last year! But oh well, let’s just hope that i can accomplish full this year. (: Oh and did i say that Hari Raya is COMINN?? LIKE YEA!! hm, it’s not almost 2 weeks of puasa and i’m soo excited. But, who’s not excited anyway?

Siiighhh. Why am i sighing. Probably because i’m craving to drink ice lemon tea or heaven and earth or sprite or coke or WHATEVERRRRR I JUST WANNA DRINK. HM, okay relaax. only 2 more hours, that wont hurt. EMMARIGHT EMMARIGHT???

-.- gees. Exams are cumin in exactly a week. Next Tuesday, i’ll have my English paper, malay paper and MY ENGLISH ORAL. Why now? that’s because our oral tecaher was sick. We are supose to have our oral like 2 months agooo HELLEW. but i gotta be the bees nees ya know, BEES NEES.

you vaaant to eaat?

SEEYA!

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September 16, 2007

Chicken Soup.

It’s not really chicken soup, it’s a series of inspirational books that people can read. They have Chicken Soup for the Friendship Souls, Chicken Soup For the Scrapbookers Soul, Chicken Soup for the Dietry Souls and more. I fell in love with these books when i saw my sister reading the Chicken Soup for the Friendship Soul years ago. I thought it would be nice to read real life stories about real problems people have and relate to yours.

The authors are Jack Canfield and Mark Victor Hansen who are the #1 New York Times and USA Today best-selling authors of the Chicken Soup for the Soul series. Patty Hansen and Irene Dunlap coauthored Chicken Soup for the Kid’s Soul, one of the most successful Chicken Soup titles. It was awarded the 1999 Nickelodeon Kids’ Choice for “Favorite Book of the Year.”

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A month ago, Aunty Rose and family and us, went to go shopping at Orchard. We stopped at Kinokuniya to see some books and i was soo thrilled to see a whole lot of Chicken Soup series on the shelf. I spent almost an hour there, reading and trying to find the book that i want to buy. Suddenly i came across a book called Chicken Soup for the Girl’s Soul. It’s a book about preeteen girls who are going through the changes in their lives. 9 - 14 year old readers will find that they are not alone in the dealing with the growing up process that other girls have shared their stories in the book.

Other chapters cover tough subjects like divorce, peer pressure to use drugs and alchohol, and dealing with death for the first time,as well as fun “girls only” stories about body changes and first crushes. This book is sure to be what a girl wants!

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